Man Without Childhood – From Victim to Offender
„Man Without Childhood – From Victim to Offender“ is an interview with a pedophilic offender who spent two decades in forensic detention. The text provides insights from both the victim’s and offender’s perspectives into the commercially organized child abuse in Europe. In a parallel world to civil society, the trafficking of children, the production and distribution of child pornography, and the prostitution of children are a terrifying everyday reality in the midst of Germany. The report illustrates the functioning of organized child abuse and its interconnections with politics, justice, and other societal sectors. The organized abuse of children occurs in all societal spheres. The structures required for this are firmly in the hands of internationally operating organizations, which also find their customers in all societal areas, regardless of social class, educational level, nationality, religion, culture, or ideological orientation.
Social ostracism and state penalties result in the potential blackmail of offenders. The masterminds behind organized child abuse use this blackmail vulnerability to influence politics, government administration, justice, or the economy.
The conversations with the „key witness“ Bonobo took place in the visitors‘ room of a forensic institution. They had to be terminated when conflicts arose between the informant and the institution. The final encounter happened in a highly secured room with a partition that made it nearly impossible to continue the conversations. Nevertheless, the informant was transferred to another facility without further notice. The interview was conducted on thin ice, especially regarding the Mafia organization that continued to control the informant within the correctional facility and set red lines.
Foreword
First Day
I wanted to show that I am different.
„Oh, my little one is slowly growing up!“
„Show me a few children!“
„I had an easy time as a pedophile.“
Posing photos
Yes, then there was torture as well.
Your child disappears!
Second day
Livestream!
The child doesn’t count at all!
Hold still!
For me, it was the most normal thing in the world!
School was just a side issue!
I had millions of customers per day!
The children have lost.
The children had no beds and nothing.
The first time she was four.
I enjoyed tormenting people.
Now we are treading on thin ice!
This goes up to the highest circles!
One had to line up in a row..
Then I would have gotten myself one or two pieces.
That was more like transporting animals!
There are one or two.…
What was the name of that thing? – Donation scandal!
Third day
I have shuffled a pile of money around.
There is no country where there are no child brothels.
I know where I picked up the children in Italy.
Do the dirt there yourselves!
It’s a question of wear and tear.
I could have gotten them much cheaper!
The customer is king.
“Mom, Dad! Mom, Dad!”
„A dog was slaughtered — or a cat.“
Parents who sell their children.
Don’t believe for a second that the state protects you!
Fourth Day
Parallel Lives
They had their teeth pulled out…
Customers just made something up.
I knew that I had been abused.
You’re right in the middle of it now …
After my very first abuse
Yes, I prostituted myself.
Let’s finish my daughter off.
I never lived to be older than ten!
I was the uncle!
Those were my cognitive distortions!
Fifth Day
That was simply hush money.
Sixth Day
A reaction will follow.
Seventh Day
This could be dangerous for you.
Children having themselves delivered home.
Rest stops where children are offered.
The brothel
Eighth Day
The Account in Switzerland
Peggy
Where is this house actually?
Baby carriage in the living room window
Ninth Day
Of course, I stood in front of K. naked!
They’ll shoot me down immediately!
I was eight years old, I had both at the same time!
They did not give away their child for free!
First encounter with Marc Dutroux.
The child is indeed […] a valuable asset.
Tenth Day
And later, you yourself became a child molester!
I hated all the adults!
Freedom is something different!
Travel catalogs
I grinned cheekily into the camera!
I abused children in order to abuse.
Others go to summer camp, I was in the brothel!
Epilogue of the Man Without Childhood
Letter dated 07.06.2014
Read the full text of the interview as an e-book here.
